i almost twisted my right wrist.
haha, dont ask me how.




aaaaaand im ill. T.T
not to mention that cause i almost twisted my wrist,
i almost cant write for my exams.
seems like the Lord is signalling me not to sit for the exams huh.
ha ha ha :D.



i think i just lost a friend.
maybe not totally, but good enough to say that i`ve lost her.
well, i expected it to happen ya, what with all these gaps between me and her for quite some time..




past few nights i keep having dreams of me in a hit and run accident.
i donnoe, they all seem so real.
and i always ended up half dead.
broken leg, broken arm, damaged head.
sometimes with a damaged spinal cord.


croyez-moi , it`s freakingly scary, i tell you.
better watch out for cars.



i finally finished watching fullhouse. the korean drama.
so sweet , sweet romance !
it really depicts true love,
where ppl say "je t`aime" with pure sincerity,
from the very very bottom of one`s heart.
haiiiiii~.



okay im sorry for those french phrases.
haha. been reading my sister`s french textbook,
koped some nice phrases. =x




right some random stuff now.
i`ve learnt something impt that can make your life easier :



1. ignore ppl and their rude remarks.
why care about them ? like it will ruin your life or smth.
caring about them just adds on to your wrinkles doesnt it?





2. live your own life.
don keep poking your nose into other ppl`s business,
cause its damn irritating !
and one shouldnt keep sucking up to others,
you are yourself and shouldnt try to change your attitude and stuff
just to be like others and gain popularity !





3. break rules like nobody`s business.
well. perhaps this is more to the bad-girl side but.
arent rules meant to be broken?
it gives you a sense of bravery too. haha.






4. be straightforward and do what you think is right.
stop sucking up to others decisons yeah !
voice out your own opinions and dont keep going
" oh yeah yeah i agree uh huh uh huh " when some idiot
you feel inferior too makes a harmless comment.
if you carry on this way, you will lead a life full of nothing but shit.






5. stop being so self conscious.
whats up with looking nice when ppl is going on about
" never judge a book by its cover " ?
ha, of course everyone wanna look nice, i agree,
but being overly self conscious is abit too..
disgusting.






6. stop trying to play miss/mister nice if you arent one.
i you play miss/mister nice just to gain some attention or popularity,
boy, arent you a sucker.






7. be evil if you have to.
whats the word "evil" there for if it doesnt comes in handy?
there are some situations where you have to be evil to overcome it,
else it wont lead you to anywhere in life.





and 8. it helps when you go for a long stroll by yourself
when you feel like a sadist. or when you feel that you`re damned.




really. i learnt all these thru myself and some other ppl i`ve met so far.
what a long post.




till next time ppl ~